Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I'm learning to embrace my truth....

This is a weird exsistence for me and one I have never embraced. As I age I become more gifted. Some people don't believe in this stuff but at the same time how do you explain it away? Sometime I see things I don't want to see, I see people doing things I don't want to know. Is it me willing something to happen? Coincidence? I ask questions and view things from a different perspective then most. My friend calls it negative-positive. I have learned to phrase things and ask questions a certain way. I always felt people misunderstood me in some sort of way. They would take what Is aid as an insult or that I'm being a know it all. So I've learned that when I have a vision for someone I care about I might ask a question to invoke a different thought process from that person. I do this so they that they can answer their own question or see things as I see them but in thru their own eyes. I can honestly say most times over the years I've ignored every vision for myself and for some people that I know... but mostly for my self. I kept running or I put myself in a fog so I can sleep at night and so I can rest my mind. When I rest it becomes much more intense...

these are my thoughts and this isn't about my writing it's about what I am thinking at the moment....